Hi everyone. So I’m gonna keep this brief. This is probably gonna be one of the most important and significant blog posts I ever write. But as you can see by the title of this post there is some pretty major news that I wanna share with you all. It has been a long time coming and I’ve flitted back and forth over whether to do this for so so long and I have finally decided that I am ready, passionate enough to do it, feel confident enough and have the capacity and time to do it. This thing is… I HAVE CREATED A YOUTUBE CHANNEL !!! I can’t believe I just wrote that down and am sharing this with everyone. It still doesn't feel real. I have seriously wanted to do this for so long. But good old anxiety convinced me that I was inadequate, that no one would watch any video I uploaded and that I would be making a prat out of myself. And that was enough to put me off all this time. But now, mainly because I had the balls to start a blog which I was also terrified to do, I feel like I wanna give it a shot. Like I said back in January when I made my blog. Having a Youtube channel is gonna be a little experiment for me. If it doesn’t work or if I don’t enjoy it or it gets too overwhelming then I will stop it straight away. But I have now realised that if I don’t take the plunge and a leap of faith and just do it I will never know if it would have worked or been something I enjoyed doing. If that makes sense. I mean I hope I enjoy it and I have had practice because I have made videos for IGTV already but Youtube is a whole other ball game. I have so many ideas in my head and on paper and I just hope that my visions can come to life how I want them to. But on top of that I have finally started to stop caring about what people think of me and I just wanna do my own thing and just have some bloody good fun in my life while I’m still young enough and able to do it. I have felt suffocated for so long by the fear of judgement and what others will say or think of me but enough is enough now. It’s my life and I have to live it my way. This has taken so long to learn and don’t get me wrong I still get nervous over social media stuff pretty much daily but there is a difference in my mentality now. Now it doesn’t stop me doing stuff it kinda spurs me on even more and it’s like nervous energy or excitement rather than nervous fear. I hope this makes sense. Anyway you can find my channel by clicking the Youtube button on the homepage and it would mean the world to me if you could subscribe to it. I have no idea when the first video will go live because I still have to find the time and the guts to sit down and film something and then edit it. But I have ordered a tripod and it should hopefully arrive today. I will of course keep you updated how I’m getting on over on my instagram. So yeah that’s an official announcement for you all and hopefully that answers any questions of why I’m doing it and why now, for you. I hope you are all doing something today that is helping you to achieve a dream or a goal or something that makes you happy. I love you all so much and the support with everything over the last month and few weeks has been absolutely incredible and I feel like the luckiest girly ever. It is still blowing my mind and you have no idea what it means to me. I love you all so much and I would have nothing without this little community that we’re building. But for now I will say bye and I will see you all soon and things will go back to normal in terms of blog post content. I just wanted to write an official announcement for today’s post because this is a big deal to me. Love Jade xxx
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